Re-claiming some scattered living emotive energy
They look so beautiful, as if they were never touched before
I walk, and walk, and walk
Nature, here I come with all my senses and dreams
Nature responds as usual
It is undescribable how the brown leaves hug my feet and lift me up to the world of truth
It is so spectacular how the pine trees protect me and my belongings, and teach me a great lesson about genuine care
It is overserene how the pure breeze can fill my body with simple, yet just and meaningful love
Bittersweet I thought, however, a soul-enriching experience is what I find
I forget the day, and I forget the time
I forget because they became of no importance
I start to laugh at something that I have never laughed at before
I start to laugh, and laugh, and laugh
At myself
When truth encounters ambiguity
When simplicity sinks in a lagoon of torn hopes
When persistence suddenly hits an iceberg of reality
When a story ends at the same time of its exepected beginning
Then, I have nothing to do but to laugh from the bottom of my heart
And fuel my will that I will never give up the engraved dreams
It is sad. Bitter laughing. But at the same time it seems there is no better way to develope yourself. Just a pity, all development comes in sad and hard way. The only thing which is cheering up, it is a thought, that may be every bad and hard experience doesn’t disappear without any sign.